I fell like hope is gone .

Today i woke up very depressed. I saw my dad and she was a sleep and looked very adorable. I love her soo much ! I started thinking about how important the people in my life are to me and how my life might as well be over if I ever was to lose them I already lost someone very close to me she's not dead she just decided she didn't want to be in my life anymore. When I lost her I sware I could of killed myself and I thought there was nothing to live for anymore. But then I also thought about how I still have the other people in my life that I know I will never lose.

Another day in the same old boring life

So far today has been giving me lots of headaches. I had to get up at 7:00 in the morning. Because I had to take my new baby puppy that is going on 7 weeks old to the vet to get its shots. My grandma came and picked me and the puppy up and she wouldn't quit yelling at me but I totally understand why she was yelling the vet hates when his patience are late for there appointments. So as you can see the day started off pretty rough. To make it even worst I found out that after the vet we had to babysit my two cousins Trenton and Ziah. Trenton is only one year old abd going on two so he's pretty annoying but i still love the kid to death, and Ziah is just a few months old all she does is cry, and poop over and over. I have been chagning her diaper all day. We fianlly got to my grandmas house which is awesome because you know every grandma spoils their grandkids. She made me coco wheats and later were going to Coffee Cup for dinner. I have no clue what ill have for lunch probably just a good ol' fashion PB&J. :) But I don't feel well today but i hope that changes before i go to football parctice we start two adays today and I'm dreading it! But I hope you enjoy this blog becasue i'm new to this so I hope I did it right thanks see ya :)